LifeBreath 1

Author: Vibologist
Title: LifeBreath
Date: 03 May 2010

Like so many others I had it all, wife, nice house, cute kids, 2 cars, dog, cat, career.....and a deep dark secret. At the root of all the "normal" successful life lurked a truth that put everything on shakey ground. As each year passed, I realised more each day that I am a gay man addicted to BdSm and that no amount of prayer, therapy or old fashioned perseverance can change it.

So there I sat in my apartment on the internet chatting with other like-minded guys...the very thing that brought it all to an end and set me free. Ever since that fateful day when I forgot to clear my history and my wife decided to see where I had been on the web. You can fill in the rest. Did it hurt to lose everything and be "outed" to my family, friends and the whole world? Absolutely, but after the humiliation it was a "born again" experience.

While online chatting with friends an IM popped up from LifeBreath. How cool, I thought I would never hear from him again after our first meeting in the leather bar. Sure we had exchanged email and cell phone numbers, but you know the gay thing, after sobering up the next day you forget the whole thing and never connect again. Then after 6 months you go through your directory and delete all of those names that you could not even be tortured into putting a face to. But there he was LifeBreath that super hot little top who had put me in his spell.

LifeBreath: Hey dude, you ready to go to the next level?

Vibologist: Sure! Can't believe you remembered me! You were so hot at the bar, but I thought it would be the same old thing.

LifeBreath: How could I forget your tall hairy body? I may have to punish you for disrespecting me like that. I never forget anyone I am interested in. ;)

Wow, I was leaking precum just thinking about this little hottie punishing me! The IM exchange only lasted a few minutes. LifeBreath did not waste time, for him it was now or never. As I work long hours, I do not have time to play very much until weekends so we made a date to get together Friday night. LifeBreath gave me explicit orders...I was to arrive at his place on Friday after work and I would not be allowed to leave until Midnight on Sunday. If I could not agree to that, he was going to call it all off and never speak to me again.

The rest of the week crawled by like a slug. At work my mind was distracted and every night I received an email from LifeBreath detailing his instructions for me. As a true submissive, each email was just more bait. By Thursday night I would have endured anything for him!

Monday: You will abstain from masturbating for the rest of the week.

Tuesday: You will adjust your diet: 1 cup of plain yogurt 3 times a day and nothing to drink but water. Your water intake will be 1 gallon per day minimum.

Wednesday: You will go to a traditional Barber and have your head shorn to a zero crop.

Thursday: You will go to a luggage shop and purchase a premium quality combination security lock. The plastic package must not be opened! Or you will pay!

Friday: You will not eat anything after noon and immediately after work you will return home and administer no less than 5 enemas. More if needed until the discharge is totally clear.

Wow, this guy didn't play around, but then again, this is what I had been craving for so many years. Like a lemming heading for the cliff, I ignored common sense and complied to the letter. Damned Testosterone! How a simple hormone makes us its slave!